Making a Youtube Channel!
I am about to be in pre production for my first video. Channel.
Will update soon!
As you may or may not know, I am a BIG Sherlock fan. I love Sherlock Holmes and started to learn the science of deduction. Yes, it is real. I can read a person really quick. Trust me, I have scared people with it. At least three, I was able to tell them there life story. It is pretty cool. To the point, there has only been one kid that I have not been able to “read” as I call it. He knows I am. He knows how to block his emotions, he only lets me read what he wants me to read about him.
Multiple times I have tried to get him to tell me how he does it in exchange for what I know. But he kept on denying it. Well, today he taught me how to block what people think of me and how to have your emotions under control. It was amazing. So if I ever get depressed, I just block it. It is pretty cool.
I haven’t been on the IRC as of late, but now I am join anytime!
This is my first day in a few months that I am actually not depressed! So I will keep you up to date about it!
What Depression is:
And today, I don’t have it! I could hear stuff without pain. Without a headache. Without noises, It is pretty cool.
Well, I am not a fan of homework.I haven’t done homework in a long time. But now I must do it. I need to pass my freshman year because next year I could choose what I want to learn about. I want to learn STEM (Science and Technology something, something…). Anyways, they are going to be doing app development (which I am really excited for!). So that is just a little update. See you all soon!
Well, I woke up at around 5 am, now it’s 6. I am going to take my first few steps outside, in a looooong time. *Puts on sunglasses* Lets do this!
Oi, lack of motivation is a big problem for me, I listen to C418 - 72 Minutes of Fame album, and Rebelution - Peace of Mind (Deluxe Edition), but… it doesn’t motivate me when they normally do. I really need to get some stuff done around the house, which I am going to do now. Well, see ya tomorrow!
Just a quick reminder! My details to message me are all here!
When you sit back and think, what are you doing in life? It’s like for me everyday its the same routine. Wake up, get dressed, get breakfast, go to school, Math 2 periods, Science, English 2 periods, lunch, Global Studies, Gym or Lab, meet my friend outside, go to the deli for lunch/dinner, go home, homework, go to bed. Life for me is a loop. Our goal in life is to not repeat like history does, (Hence the saying “History repeats it’s self”) but to live everyday as if its your last. (Not YOLO, that is just a lame excuse…) Live for the moment as they say. But the full saying to “History repeats it’s self” is “History repeats it’s self if we don’t keep track of it”. See? We get so used to the usual, that it starts repeating. But if you keep track of it and see what you are doing, change it up. Do something (and I know this might be hard to hear) YOU want to do. So to sum it up, don’t live in a circle, live for the moment, and the future.
Well, for about a week and a day, I have been stuck in my house. It is quite boring. At this rate, I want to go to school just to get out of the house. That says a lot.